This post comes with a lot of frustration at myself for not recognizing how I feel in the present, and always having to see the truth in hindsight.
As many of you know, I've come outside and played for my neighbors on my front porch a handful of times, going live on Facebook or Instagram when I do so. That way, my family can see me play from miles and miles away. Also of course whoever else is interested but can't be physically present.
At first I was excited by the positive response I was getting.